Because you said i wasnt worth it
because i have to look at your face everyday, and take deep breaths before entering rooms
because in the halls now, i stare at my feet. and when im alone i choke back tears
because you made me happy.
and because you said i wasnt worth it

i am absolutely crushed.
i didnt know how much it would hurt.
and i cant help thinking, will the pain go away? or will i always have it?
i want to know what your thinking.
what runs through your head when you see my face. If you even notice.
i dont want your pity, or your apologies.
i want you to shut up. and leave my life
because you said i wasnt worth it

now i question everything i do.
because i cant help wondering, am i worth it?
because no one seems to really think so.
and it hurts, knowing that no one wants to burst out saying i love you in the middle of history class. When the lights are off
and a clip about the great deppresion is playing.
i want to flip my hair and laugh and know your watching.
i want you to walk up and kiss me for no good reason.
so why dont you?
because you said i wasnt worth it.